it's 3 in the morning

i have two exams tomorrow. shitttt.
i'm at a state where i cant think. but i cant sleep either because the thoughts of having two most difficult papers in the next morning are haunting me.
i dont study a shit, well maybe that's a little exaggerating but i dont think i'm even 50% prepared.
omg omg..i'm freakingggg out.

friggin mother of neptune. i'm freaking out and i'm writing a blog?
ok ok. i'm gonna study until 4 and then go to bed.
just pray hard that i won't miss my first paper at 9am tomorrow.

p.s: Happy 22nd Birthday Sadiq!

blurghhh

had my 2nd paper this afternoon.
4 more to go :(
i had to come back home after stressing myself out for 5 days straight.
so here i am. comfortably at home.
fresh clothes. good food. comfy bed. internet connection.
<33

mom was being bitter all night. i didn't call her all week and she made a big deal out of it.
my sis got herself a haircut. it is super short but cute (honestly). heeeee.
gonna stay in college for the whole weekend. i have 2 papers on SUNDAY.
i know, poor me.
so yeah, i'm currently preparing myself mentally and physically before going back to college tomorrow.

suffocating.

oh, i just checked my cousin's myspace page and it seems that ajan has a new beauuu.
woot woot :o

my pimples are popping like crazyyy. i think i just gained another additional 5kgs in 5 days.
sad huh?
these are just 2 out of gazillion side effects of final exams.
and to think that i'm gonna be working in another hmm.. 15 days?
eeeeek. scary shayteballs.

ok ok. i have to stop crapping.
have to wake up all fresh and dandy tomorrow morning :)

love,
hanis

"I'm gonna have a baby"

got this from a friend's blog.
this scares the shit out of me.
and why the hell is she talking like that?
i'm so sorry for her mom.
check it out people and i want to hear your opinions on this matter.



and wth? she's gonna sell her body to take care of her baby? LMAO!
as if life's that easy.
and what's that..she calls herself a player?
girl, u need some reality check and maybe go for a treatment or mental therapy or sumthin.
sheesh.

i've been receiving many messages from my friends who are "kind" enough to update me with news from the ongoing match between Manchester United and Liverpool.
yes, Liverpool lost to Man U by 3 goals :( Big deal. heh.
and then, they claimed me for being emo for no reason.
like hellooooo. i have an excuse for not laughing when u sent me msgs kutuk-ing liverpool etc.
sometimes i feel they have issues against me just because i'm supporting liverpool.
and they said liverpool fans are hooligans and uncivilized. look who are acting like lunatics now. hmmph.

anyway, i feel slightly feverish. my whole body is aching.
went to starbucks KD with aliaa n niky.
sadiq was supposed to come and join us but it was too far, as he claimed. lol.
and god knows how cold and chilly was there at starbucks i felt like i might get hypothermia that second. niky was dying of course. hahaha.

so, tomorrow i'll be heading back to college. couldn't study at home tho i've tried so hard (honestly).
and we missed the nikewoman thingy yesterday. haniza was supposed to remind me about that but she forgot about it too.
there goes my opportunity to exercise while dancing to che'nelle's songs. pfft.

note: must go shopping with aliaa next tuesday.

omg. i feel like i'm gonna die of starvation in any second. i totally forgot about dinner!!

sad but true

someone passed this to my sis. It's an essay written by a 12 year old student for his upsr exam couple of years ago.
it is super hilarious that i thought it was a stupid prank or something.
i could've died from laughing too much.
i mean, it seems that this kid didn't go to school for ages and just sat for the paper.
check it out.



dont u think this is so sad? i feel bad for this kid.
not sure if this story is real or he's creating it for fun.
*sigh*

the little things :)

The little things you do to me
are taking me over
I wanna show ya
everything inside of me
all like a nervous heartache
this crazy beating
My feet are stuck here
against the pavement
I wanna break free
I wanna make it
closer to your eyes
get your attention
before you pass me by

Back up back up
take another chance
don't ya mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be better off
better off
sittin by myself just wondering
if im better off better off without you boy


and everytime you notice me
by holding me closely and
saying sweet things
i dont believe that it could be you speaking in your mind and
saying the real thing
my feet have broke free
and im leaving
im not going to stand here feeling lonely
but i dont regret it
and i dont think it was just a waste of time

Back up back up, take another chance
don't ya mess up mess up, I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up, this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be
better off better off
sleepin by myself just wondering
if im better off better off without you boy

Dont just leave me hanging on
Dont just leave me hanging on

The little things you do to me
are taking me over
I wanna show ya
everything inside of me
all like a nervous heartache
this crazy beating
My feet are stuck here
against the pavement
I wanna break free
I wanna make it
closer to your eyes
get your attention
before you pass me by

Dont just leave me hanging on

Back up back up, take another chance
don't you mess up mess up, I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up, this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be
better off better off
sleepin by myself just wondering
if im better off better off without you boy

dont just leave me hanging on
dont just leave me hanging on

dont just leave me hanging on
youre driving me crazy)
dont just leave me hanging on
youre driving me crazy)
dont just leave me hanging on
you driving me crazy)

oh well. it seems that i broke my promise to study instead of going online.

sakit gigi! my wisdom tooth baru nak tumbuh and it hurts like shit.
the gum is swollen and i look like i'm having a lump on my left cheek. arghhh!
and i just hate it when my toothbrush hits that swollen gum. owchh!
right now, i feel like slapping or biting anyone. sakitttt.

one last entry before final exams

someone bugged me to update my blog. so here i am, talking crap as usual.
i've been really busy with assignments, presentations, datelines, bla bla bla.
and next week, i'll be having my final exams for this sem. freaky init?
so i might be away for a few weeks.

my brother told me that the doctor told him the baby might be a boy instead of a girl as he told us a few months ago. i was like WTF? we bought gowns and pink blouses for the baby (due to me being extra excited that we're gonna have a baby girl). and now, u're telling me that this baby might be a boy? u gotta be kidding me! papa came with this supposedly funny idea; the baby can wear those gowns at night IF it's a boy. yes papa..damn funny *sarcastically*

I got my new car last week, on friday to be precise. she's perfect! from fuel economy to 6 speakers, super fine finishing to her sporty look. she's way beyond words. still haven't come up with a name for her yet.

the radio's playing trashy songs. me no likey.
my hair's getting worse. need to do something about it. maybe i should get a new haircut or something.
hmmm
and yes, i am dying to shop. i need to shop for new clothes and ooohh, new working clothes.
should start bugging mama to go shopping.
ops, mama's going to "pop" soon. that means, no too much walking for her. haiyerrr..

eh wait, i think that should not be my main concern for now.
final exams kottt hanisss. *sigh*

wish me luck for my final exams. i promise to update asap.

much love,
hanis

rest in peace

few days ago, i received a news.
a friend of mine has past away in a terrible car accident.
at such tender age, more things that need to be explored.
and i never thought that he would leave in such way.

rest in peace nazi. tho i didn't really get to know u better but i know that u're a great person.
my heart and deep sympathy goes out to his family for such a great loss.

life is short.

Al-fatihah

It's 7.05 am.

I'm done with my english term paper.
After 7 hours of non-stop typing and thinking of what to write, i actually finished every thing.
and now,
to sleep.

good morning.
zzzzz...

i'm gonna work in more or less one month time.
the thought of working scares the shit out of me.
by the end of november, i'm gonna graduate.

by then, i have to worry about work and other adult stuff which i dont even care to know now.
i dont think i'm ready to work yet.
what if i couldn't stand it?
what if i couldn't make it through the interview?
urghh.. scary shit.

i think i'm freaking myself out.
maybe i should worry about my assignments which are yet to be done and to get good cgpa.
maybe i just need to calm down.

*thinking*

new car for me!

my parents just bought me a car. its the brand new 2008 hyundai accent sedan 1.6.
was a bit reluctant to go with a korean car since the resale value is rather low compared to other cars and the spare parts might cost more. but after months of considering which car is the best with budget constraint, we've decided to go ahead with hyundai accent.

this is the front view. its gonna be something like charcoal gray, but unfortunately, couldn't find it online. found silver and black only :( but my car's gonna be somewhat like toyota camry's gray.

the rear view

last but not least, the interior features

i was hoping that my dad would let me pick the new hyundai elantra 2.0-liter but, we agreed that the car isn't really suitable for me, yet.
its ok. when i earn my own ka-ching, i'll have the last say on every thing. *evil laugh*
but this car is not so bad, i mean its a good bargain.
u can have a fully-imported car, 1.6-liter sedan, at only RM 75000++.
its way better than proton persona that we've tried last couple of weeks. blurghh.
besides, it's very sporty and yeah, my dad always sees me as his son rather than a daughter. lol.
think of it as inexpensive canvas for the Fast and Furious :)

and hopefully (if the salesman is fast enough), my car registration no will be WRC 3360.
sounds like a racing car, huh? heeeee. i like.
and i have to give my baby a name.
how about "paul walker"? LOL.
geez..dont have to tell me. i know i can be really lame to that extent sometimes *blushing*

done with AGA test. now have to concentrate on dozens of assignments which are due in another hmmm, lemme see, 1 week?

just discovered that one of my roommates is a total bitch with a capital B.
last night, after class, went to the bathroom to take a bath. so i put my room keys on the side of the sink and washed my face nearby. that bitch was there too, washing her dirty clothes.
after that, i went to take my bath and forgot completely about the keys. so after the bath, went back to the sink and poof, my keys were nowhere to be found. i was gelabah-ing and went to the room and asked haniza and that bitch if they'd seen my keys anywhere. haniza said no and that bitch said she didn't take my keys but rather hers which she claimed she put it at the same place where i put my keys. but i swear, i didn't see other keys besides mine when i put it there. she showed me hers and asked if those are my keys.

after 15 minutes of cursing and whining, that bitch came up to me and handed me my keys. she said she took it by accident and just left the room. haniza and i were left speechless. such a skank. i bet she's scared listening me cursed all the way. hahaha. padan muka. lain kali curi lagi. fuck it la. konon terambik. sooo kantoi.
now i feel like slapping her fucking face every time i see her. sheesh.

crap. i have a boring seminar tomorrow at 8am.