penang here i come

i only got to sleep for 3hours last night. i barely even recognized myself when i looked into the mirror this morning. ms droopy in the house yo.

anyway, i think uia's system sucks. and they really should do something about it. international my ass la rite? heesh. small problem like dis oso cannot fix.

i'm going to penang..like right now. weeee~ penang penang!! i love penang! and i'm pretty sure i'll be bringing back another 2kgs of fats once i get back here. *sigh*

i'll take loads of cool pictures okayy. update soon.

and to haniza (if u're reading this), u know how to reach me rite? so pls do cari me when u feel like u're not doing so good. i love <33

toodles~

bosan, faham?

The Astrology Matchmaker

Your stars are sending you straight into the arms of a LIBRA. Your man is one polished, elegant individual! As a Libra, beauty and romance are essential in his life. He prizes beauty in others (i.e., YOU), and the stars predict that he's quite a piece of eye-candy himself. But beware — don't let his concern for physical appearance mislead you into thinking that he's judgmental or superficial. A passion for balance and order makes his symbol "the scales." You probably find comfort in his diplomacy and craving for harmony. You're lucky, because as an air sign he's a great communicator and is, therefore, quite relationship-savvy. He has an easygoing and optimistic personality, but can be narcissistic at times. As a Libra, he's all about sophistication, and you love him for his unmatched charm.

How to get him:

You lucked out — the Libra man is the ideal candidate for a relationship. He is in touch with his sensitive side and knows how to relate to a woman. Charming and elegant, he's looking for the perfect love match. Your Libra craves balance, so he'll do anything to create a harmonious, peaceful environment. He's quite skilled in the bedroom, so it's best to impress him with your sensual knowledge. Known as "the jewel of the zodiac," the Libra man likes to be admired. Although he can talk about almost anything, if the conversation runs dry, just compliment him and don't fret any longer. Libras are also impressed with luxury, so whenever possible, throw in the first-class treatment. With a Libra, too much is still not enough — so go all out and he'll be yours!

so, the question is, any libras out there?

randomness

one week to go before uni starts. *sigh*
i got my result just now and i really am kecewa. thank god i passed all my papers but it's still not enough to get me into good companies for my practical next year. sheesh. and i need an A for the practical. 6 credit hours, can u imagine that? if i get A, that's it, dean's list baby.

i hope i'll get my period soon enough. i swear i feel like a snake with a very tight skin. like the skin's gonna peel off soon kinda thing. freakin bloated.
not to forget, so very pimplelicious.
and oh yes, so very emotional.

someone thinks i am emotionally attached to him. like wtf is that?

i am very sad. nikiee doesn't love me. she didn't wanna take pics with me last night :(
had this bbq thingy at chik's place. and kak farah was busy pretending to be the daughter that samy vellu never had.
didn't get to play with sasa. but amad sangat adorable. he ate my chicken :)
and i'm still sad that nikiee didn't want to take pics with me.

toodles~

sin chiew daily

my mom woke me up early this morning. apparently, a reporter from sin chiew daily is coming to interview her about our garden. when that chinese reporter came, my mom was out buying breakfast so i had to sorta entertain her. penat la jugak rite. in the end of the interview, the photographer took pics of us. for the sake of being mengada, i'm gonna buy that newspaper next tuesday :)

i wan to watch enchanted. people lets?

RIP

it all happened so fast. and now my phone's dead.
gotta get it repaired. or i might just buy a new phone (if i can afford a new better one)

so sexy

i am sooo in need of new pictures.
mommy's not around. she'll be back tomorrow.
i am getting FATTER.
and i am so in love with shayne ward. despite the fact that he dances like a gay (as quoted by haniza), he's just fuqn hot n goddamn sexy. love love love.

bright

boe came to my house today!! lol.
i was really bored and my sister wanted to find stuff for her prom night. so, we went to the curve and i ended up buying 2 tops and a pair of shoes. unfortunately, she didn't get to find a suitable footwear to compliment her dress.
ate rasta's nasi goreng cili api for lunch, after like hmmm..months of craving?
it was nice having boe at my house after so long. boboy didn't give her much attention. too busy with his games. sheesh. thanks babe for lending me your ears. i know i can count on u when i need someone to talk to (xoxo) oh yes, boe cant go to genting as well :)
this entry will be a short n simple one. i need to sleep now. i've gotta wake up at 6 tomorrow and send my baby to school.

p/s: i really think shayne ward is super duper hotness with a capital "H" (and so sexy too)

toodles~

big hole

i cant think straight. thinking about it makes me go insane. i cant breathe. i cant speak out my thoughts. i cant do anything. there are so many things running inside my head waiting to explode. feel so numb.

the word why keeps on appearing and i have no answer to it. the toughest part of being me is when i have no control over my life. sometimes i wonder what would be the consequences if i choose to do the other way rather than the one i chose previously. would it make me happy? would it be better for me?
i've been living my life satisfying others rather than my own self and it's eating me alive without me noticing it until it gets severe. the only way to deal with it is to swallow all the pain u feel inside alone and act as if there's nothing. until when? i'm not so sure.

when things go wrong, people will tend to blame me. but that's prolly because i don't know how to explain it. or maybe because i keep things to myself. now u see how complicated my life is? sometimes i wish i could just leave every thing behind and do whatever i like without people telling me what to do and not to do.
no one understands me. not even my parents. not even my close friends. not even myself. i think i need to talk to someone. perhaps a psychiatrist? lol. ok ok. that is so not funny. but i might think about it. maybe its the best solution for me. i need to talk to someone who would understand my situation, my dilemma.

for once, i need someone who would listen.

:)

feeling exhausted. finally, i can watch TV without having to feel guilty. FINALS OVER!! after 2 weeks of suffocation and pressure, i finally can breathe and have my 8 hours sleep (more like 12 hours, i think). i can do whatever i want - and it definitely doesn't include studying for another 3 weeks. which reminds me that i've written down the typical things-to-do shit somewhere but i dont freaking remember where i stashed it. my dad's gonna love hearing this and he'll start the "i-told-u-so" expression. ok, so what if i'm bad in organizing myself. i'm still alive, no? it seems that i'm suffering from this M syndrome - the MALAS syndrome. but it's not actually the M syndrome..more like the T syndrome. tired, nah mean? ok ok. cut the crap.

10 things hanis wants to do during the holidays:

1. sleep
2. get in shape (i swear i've gained few kgs during the exam week)
3. watch all the latest DVDs
4. do hair treatment (and maybe some highlights)
5. go for facial
6. shopping (so in need of new clothes n shoes)
7. take a holiday trip with my darling SKAs
8. meet up with old friends
9. ganti puasa
10.sleep

those are just 10 out of gazzilion things i have in mind rite now. n yes, i still have to figure out how to get the money to buy MCR's concert tickets. fish.

toodles~