oh dear

i hate the fact that i have to go through this shit every month. but what if this is real?
i am so confused. i dont want to think about it but i cant help it.
it hurts a lot that i cry every time thinking about it. but i'd rather keep it to myself because i dont think its a biggie.
i wish n i pray that someday i'll get over with it and move on with my life.

20. tomorrow i'll be a year older but age is only a number. i don't expect anything for my birthday. it's the thought that counts.

it's gonna be my birthday soon. so i have the right to be happy and not sad. yes yes. have to keep that in mind.

oh dear. its not working. pftptf.