i cant believe u still have that effect on me. 2 years and yet i still have that goosebumps everytime ur name resounds.
how i wish i could turn back the time.
god, i miss him so much that it hurts.
5th dec will always be one of the happiest moments in my life.
please please. let me move on.
he's happy with his life and dont u think i deserve that too?
i cant seem to open up my heart to anyone after him.
its dumb, i know. but i've tried okay. been trying for fuqn 2 years and do u think i'm happy being like this? not being able to move on, stuck in the past. it sucks okay. but i dont have a choice.
deep down, i'm praying hard that maybe, just MAYBE, things would change one day.
perhaps i'm living in my own dreams but wth.
i know my limits. but its not wrong for a little hope no?
perhaps one day, i'll be able to leave my past behind and be a happier person
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