i dont blame cupid for all these. it just happened.
someone asked, "have you not learned anything from your previous mistakes?"
well truthfully, i didn't want it to happen. but like i said before, it just did.
but i'm not saying that i'm head over heels or i'm losing my mind over this guy which i barely even know.
it's too early for that, i admit it. but, i miss the thrills and feelings i used to have almost 3 years ago.
and i don't expect anything from this, mind you.
and maybe he already has a girlfriend, i don't give a shit because i know that there are a lot of constraints and limitations which made me realized that, i don't need to go through all that anymore.

when he's around, my whole body knows it. I'll keep talking or doing some stupid shit, but my mind will have no idea of what i'm saying.
or maybe i'm just addicted to the pain of wanting something that i can't have.

so, just let me enjoy this last few moments before the final semester ends :)