i. need. food.
grrrr. i can eat a whole cow rite now :(
Monday, February 25, 2008
Saturday, February 23, 2008
drama
after 6 depressing days in college, i'm finally home and my family threw me a dramatic "welcome home".
was tired and suddenly heard someone's crying and yelling and snapping. so i went down to see whats the deal.
oh yes, my grandma's here for the whole week. so as i was saying, there was a chaotic scene downstairs. saw my maid was crying and running like a lunatic. she went outside and was literally crying and hugging one of the banana trees at the back of my house.
i was mesmerized by the whole situation. well i think the question mark was really obvious on my face because without asking, my mom explained the whole drama to me. supposedly, my grandma "accused" my maid for stealing her house keys.
as the drama continues.
my maid went to the wet kitchen and she was break-dancing on the floor.
yes, and its not funny especially if u're the one witnessing it in front of ur eyes.
it's like as if she's been possessed or something. freaky init?
i was sooo fuqn irritated by her childish attitude. i mean for god's sake, she's 41 and yet she's crying on my kitchen floor like a 5-year old kid cries wanting something so badly.
geez, gimme a break ok.
so had no other choice besides, i cant take any minute longer before my neighbours call police thinking that we want to kill our pathetic maid.
so i talked some sense into her head (more like screaming at her i think).
mama called my aunt and apparently, she's the one who took the keys.
so things became calmer. phew.
how i wish i had my video cam to capture my maid's break-dancing. maybe then i could make come cold hard cash from that video. muahahaha.
was tired and suddenly heard someone's crying and yelling and snapping. so i went down to see whats the deal.
oh yes, my grandma's here for the whole week. so as i was saying, there was a chaotic scene downstairs. saw my maid was crying and running like a lunatic. she went outside and was literally crying and hugging one of the banana trees at the back of my house.
i was mesmerized by the whole situation. well i think the question mark was really obvious on my face because without asking, my mom explained the whole drama to me. supposedly, my grandma "accused" my maid for stealing her house keys.
as the drama continues.
my maid went to the wet kitchen and she was break-dancing on the floor.
yes, and its not funny especially if u're the one witnessing it in front of ur eyes.
it's like as if she's been possessed or something. freaky init?
i was sooo fuqn irritated by her childish attitude. i mean for god's sake, she's 41 and yet she's crying on my kitchen floor like a 5-year old kid cries wanting something so badly.
geez, gimme a break ok.
so had no other choice besides, i cant take any minute longer before my neighbours call police thinking that we want to kill our pathetic maid.
so i talked some sense into her head (more like screaming at her i think).
mama called my aunt and apparently, she's the one who took the keys.
so things became calmer. phew.
how i wish i had my video cam to capture my maid's break-dancing. maybe then i could make come cold hard cash from that video. muahahaha.
Monday, February 18, 2008
after 2 years, finally the feeling's back.
that kind of fuzzy feeling, butterflies in ur tummy.
the feeling that makes u smile for no reason and people might mistaken u for some crazy lunatic doo doo.
such a beautiful feeling.
and a step closer.
loving it already :)
p/s: thanks g for everything. i owe u one.
that kind of fuzzy feeling, butterflies in ur tummy.
the feeling that makes u smile for no reason and people might mistaken u for some crazy lunatic doo doo.
such a beautiful feeling.
and a step closer.
loving it already :)
p/s: thanks g for everything. i owe u one.
Happy 14th Birthday Adik!!
it was her 14th birthday yesterday. she's growing up so fast and beautifully.
and yeah, she's taken alredi. woot woot.
Happy Birthday sayang!
u're 14 now and more great years to come. a lot of things to be explored and the excitement awaits.
i believe that u can handle the whole "transformation" madness by urself but dont forget that u still have me, ur "gorgeous,kind hearted big sis". muahaha.
gosh, it seems like u're born yesterday and here u are, 14! despite the fights and bitchiness, i still love u no matter what. hope u love the present i bought u :)
and we'll celebrate ur bday once i get home ok?
lovessss
and yeah, she's taken alredi. woot woot.
Happy Birthday sayang!
u're 14 now and more great years to come. a lot of things to be explored and the excitement awaits.
i believe that u can handle the whole "transformation" madness by urself but dont forget that u still have me, ur "gorgeous,kind hearted big sis". muahaha.
gosh, it seems like u're born yesterday and here u are, 14! despite the fights and bitchiness, i still love u no matter what. hope u love the present i bought u :)
and we'll celebrate ur bday once i get home ok?
lovessss
my very first stall
had a long weekend in college. was busy setting up our stall and selling burgers and ice blended. had fun altho it was damn tiring and a whole lot of work. we were given rm1000 to start the business and in the end, we got enough money to cover the 1000 bucks and enough profit to be distributed among us.
well, i handled the ice blended section and zaki handled burgers while haniza kira duit like "amoi cina kira duit pakai sempoa". teeehehe :)
oh yes, thanks to all of our frens who came to support us. told ya the burger was good. hehe.
lovesss
well, i handled the ice blended section and zaki handled burgers while haniza kira duit like "amoi cina kira duit pakai sempoa". teeehehe :)
oh yes, thanks to all of our frens who came to support us. told ya the burger was good. hehe.
lovesss
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Love Day
had to come back home to give the car to papa.
luckily my class tomoro will only start at 2pm, so i dont have to rush tomoro morning. phew.
still thinking if i shud go back home after class tomoro. hmmm.
went to mamak just now with mom n dad. had my fav maggi goreng there.
and the cashier gave me a choki-choki for free. i love free stuff. weeee~
boboy was so cute and manja just now. now i'm a bit reluctant to leave him tomoro *sigh*
helped haniza to call our entrepreneur's classmates regarding the cocu week we'll be having this weekend. gonna set up a burger stall and sell ice blended too. i got really irritated with this one girl in our class. last sem, she thought haniza wanted to "steal" her supposedly fiance from her. so she kinda msgd haniza to tell her that they're engaged. like wtf? i sense insecurity. hmmm.
so back to the story. i called the fiance to tell him about his shift and after 3 times calling, a girl's voice answered the phone. i was like "can i talk to *****?" and then she went "ada apa?"
like come on la, i called his phone that means i wanted to talk to him la rite? to avoid any "ketidakpuasan hati", i told her everything and hopefully she'll deliver the msg precisely. lepas tu mengada2 pulak, she wants to have four people during her 3-hour shift. banyak cerita, i told her if she wants to have 4 people, then they have to work for 2 shifts. nasib baik tak banyak songeh. so yeah, i got really irritated by the whole drama. but its okay, glad that now we're done with scheduling.
valentine's coming. prolly just go for a movie and dinner with my girls. and i have tax exam on saturday which i have no clue where the venue's gonna be because my lecturer's having some seminar shit in indonesia and will only be back next week.
toodles~
oh yes, before i forget
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to those celebrating.
with love <33
luckily my class tomoro will only start at 2pm, so i dont have to rush tomoro morning. phew.
still thinking if i shud go back home after class tomoro. hmmm.
went to mamak just now with mom n dad. had my fav maggi goreng there.
and the cashier gave me a choki-choki for free. i love free stuff. weeee~
boboy was so cute and manja just now. now i'm a bit reluctant to leave him tomoro *sigh*
helped haniza to call our entrepreneur's classmates regarding the cocu week we'll be having this weekend. gonna set up a burger stall and sell ice blended too. i got really irritated with this one girl in our class. last sem, she thought haniza wanted to "steal" her supposedly fiance from her. so she kinda msgd haniza to tell her that they're engaged. like wtf? i sense insecurity. hmmm.
so back to the story. i called the fiance to tell him about his shift and after 3 times calling, a girl's voice answered the phone. i was like "can i talk to *****?" and then she went "ada apa?"
like come on la, i called his phone that means i wanted to talk to him la rite? to avoid any "ketidakpuasan hati", i told her everything and hopefully she'll deliver the msg precisely. lepas tu mengada2 pulak, she wants to have four people during her 3-hour shift. banyak cerita, i told her if she wants to have 4 people, then they have to work for 2 shifts. nasib baik tak banyak songeh. so yeah, i got really irritated by the whole drama. but its okay, glad that now we're done with scheduling.
valentine's coming. prolly just go for a movie and dinner with my girls. and i have tax exam on saturday which i have no clue where the venue's gonna be because my lecturer's having some seminar shit in indonesia and will only be back next week.
toodles~
oh yes, before i forget
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to those celebrating.
with love <33
Monday, February 11, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
as the mind wanders
just now, my sis was showing me this girl from her school thru myspace. as i was browsing the list of the girl's friends, i saw this familiar guy. so i clicked on his photo and there he was. it was izman, ikmal's brother. and guess what? He's engaged! and he's only like what..soon to be 20?
i was quite shocked at first, thinking of the fact that izman is engaged. that small little brat (well, once upon a time) is soon to be married to someone's 2 years older than him. i dont know about ikmal but there's no sign of him getting hitched or etc.
i just dont know how someone can just make up their minds and know that this is the right time to propose and start a new life with that special someone. i mean, at such tender age, how do u know if that's the right thing to do? or how sure are u if that's the person u want to live with for the rest of ur life? it doesn't make sense to me.
personally, i think making a critical decision such as marriage is like taking a risk and u certainly don't want to regret it 10-15 years later (or prolly 3 months after).
this is ur future. there are so many factors that u need to take into consideration and not simply because u're so in love with this one person and u've decided that u want to spend the rest of ur life with him/her.
it's not just about spending ur life with ur loved one. its about mutual understanding. about the responsibilities that both of the parties are going to undertake and whether they are ready or not. it's about respecting each other. and like it or not, whether u are capable of financing the needs and wants of the family.
i'm not being pessimistic here. of course, one day i want to get married and have my own children. who doesn't? but the fact that some people just take it so easy and most of them end up getting divorced after couple of months or years after marriage.
there are just so much more to it.
well, what i'm trying to say here is that people nowadays tend to make decision in a hurry without thinking of the consequences they might get by doing what they "think" is right for them. it's cool if u think that, ah..what's life without some bumps along the way.
but would it be better if u can avoid urself from doing something u might regret later?
think. about. it.
i was quite shocked at first, thinking of the fact that izman is engaged. that small little brat (well, once upon a time) is soon to be married to someone's 2 years older than him. i dont know about ikmal but there's no sign of him getting hitched or etc.
i just dont know how someone can just make up their minds and know that this is the right time to propose and start a new life with that special someone. i mean, at such tender age, how do u know if that's the right thing to do? or how sure are u if that's the person u want to live with for the rest of ur life? it doesn't make sense to me.
personally, i think making a critical decision such as marriage is like taking a risk and u certainly don't want to regret it 10-15 years later (or prolly 3 months after).
this is ur future. there are so many factors that u need to take into consideration and not simply because u're so in love with this one person and u've decided that u want to spend the rest of ur life with him/her.
it's not just about spending ur life with ur loved one. its about mutual understanding. about the responsibilities that both of the parties are going to undertake and whether they are ready or not. it's about respecting each other. and like it or not, whether u are capable of financing the needs and wants of the family.
i'm not being pessimistic here. of course, one day i want to get married and have my own children. who doesn't? but the fact that some people just take it so easy and most of them end up getting divorced after couple of months or years after marriage.
there are just so much more to it.
well, what i'm trying to say here is that people nowadays tend to make decision in a hurry without thinking of the consequences they might get by doing what they "think" is right for them. it's cool if u think that, ah..what's life without some bumps along the way.
but would it be better if u can avoid urself from doing something u might regret later?
think. about. it.
armageddon
just finished watching armageddon. and yeah, for the trillionth time, i cried watching it. boohoo~ lol.
personally, i think it is one of the greatest films ever made in history.
the story line, the wonderful actors (bruce willis in particular), the twists of emotions- everything's complete in one film.
so what i did, i pasted some of my favourite scenes from the film and the result, voila~
now i can watch it any time i want. teehehe. call me a freak. lol
and last but not least, the theme song of the movie (love it)
personally, i think it is one of the greatest films ever made in history.
the story line, the wonderful actors (bruce willis in particular), the twists of emotions- everything's complete in one film.
so what i did, i pasted some of my favourite scenes from the film and the result, voila~
now i can watch it any time i want. teehehe. call me a freak. lol
and last but not least, the theme song of the movie (love it)
Friday, February 8, 2008
i got a msg from ir couple of days ago.
he was like making the situation to look like as if he sent the msg which he intended to send it to his friend to me.
the msg was like "hey, i'm fine. my dad's flying off to dubai next week and my family and i will move there hopefully next month. so akmal, dont tell our friends k. i dont want anybody to know i'm leaving"
i was like, helloooo. its obvious u're replying ur fren's msg rite? and obviously (in any sane human being's mind) u would press the "reply" button and the risk of sending it to a wrong person is low or maybe, zero.
i just dont get people like this. might as well he just tell me straight and avoid creating unwanted scene like this one particularly. dont be a loser please. just because u've told me that u're not going to talk to me for the gazillionth time, doesn't mean that u are allowed to make urself look like a pathetic person trying to seek attention like this.
so i sent him a very long msg. firstly, to wish him all the best if he's really moving to dubai and secondly, to tell him that he sent the msg wrongly to me or maybe he did that on purpose.
after that long msg, i didn't expect him to reply to me in a cold way. he was like," wrong msg? sorry tak faham. u ckp i tipu? ok good, i accept. bye"
i was startled at first. clearly i made the wrong decision. i shouldn't msg him pun at the first place because he's a psychooo! oh dude, i swear something's really wrong with u n please do get a therapy or something. sheesh.
i just don't understand how could u be so immature after so long i've been trying to help u move on and start a new life. and how u are so incapable of dealing things rationally. i've tried so many ways to help u, being a good friend as i hope to be, but u make things so complicated. u talked nonsense, u get upset easily, and u're blaming me for everything! please, start a new life and if it's for the best, it will be my pleasure if u just stop disturbing me.
he was like making the situation to look like as if he sent the msg which he intended to send it to his friend to me.
the msg was like "hey, i'm fine. my dad's flying off to dubai next week and my family and i will move there hopefully next month. so akmal, dont tell our friends k. i dont want anybody to know i'm leaving"
i was like, helloooo. its obvious u're replying ur fren's msg rite? and obviously (in any sane human being's mind) u would press the "reply" button and the risk of sending it to a wrong person is low or maybe, zero.
i just dont get people like this. might as well he just tell me straight and avoid creating unwanted scene like this one particularly. dont be a loser please. just because u've told me that u're not going to talk to me for the gazillionth time, doesn't mean that u are allowed to make urself look like a pathetic person trying to seek attention like this.
so i sent him a very long msg. firstly, to wish him all the best if he's really moving to dubai and secondly, to tell him that he sent the msg wrongly to me or maybe he did that on purpose.
after that long msg, i didn't expect him to reply to me in a cold way. he was like," wrong msg? sorry tak faham. u ckp i tipu? ok good, i accept. bye"
i was startled at first. clearly i made the wrong decision. i shouldn't msg him pun at the first place because he's a psychooo! oh dude, i swear something's really wrong with u n please do get a therapy or something. sheesh.
i just don't understand how could u be so immature after so long i've been trying to help u move on and start a new life. and how u are so incapable of dealing things rationally. i've tried so many ways to help u, being a good friend as i hope to be, but u make things so complicated. u talked nonsense, u get upset easily, and u're blaming me for everything! please, start a new life and if it's for the best, it will be my pleasure if u just stop disturbing me.
i've been staring at the monitor blankly for almost 30mins. thinking of what to do to make myself sleepy.
spent the whole day in bentong. was tired as hell cleaning the house and cooked additional lauk for lunch. i was trying my very level best to help my very pregnant mom and my sick grandma. but there were TOO much to do.
the sink was clogged so i had to wash the dirty plates in the bath room. done with washing, went vacuuming pulak. after that, continued with cooking. i swear if i wasn't in a good mood, i don't think i wud be doing all those chores all alone. well, despite the fact that i wud have no choice if my mom "ask" me to.
so yes, basically that's how i spent my first day of cny. (as if i'm celebrating it la rite? lol)
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
Ang pow lai lai. heeee :)
spent the whole day in bentong. was tired as hell cleaning the house and cooked additional lauk for lunch. i was trying my very level best to help my very pregnant mom and my sick grandma. but there were TOO much to do.
the sink was clogged so i had to wash the dirty plates in the bath room. done with washing, went vacuuming pulak. after that, continued with cooking. i swear if i wasn't in a good mood, i don't think i wud be doing all those chores all alone. well, despite the fact that i wud have no choice if my mom "ask" me to.
so yes, basically that's how i spent my first day of cny. (as if i'm celebrating it la rite? lol)
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
Ang pow lai lai. heeee :)
Monday, February 4, 2008
met nikiee this afternoon. it's been awhile.
was at the front door and then, aishah was running down the stairs to sorta greet her aunt anis. heee :)
she's sooo cute. i always think sasa has this irresistible look on her face. geram lahh.
i've decided to post some of the old pictures in facebook.
one of em, super classic.
this was taken 17 years ago, on my 4th birthday, which i could barely remember.
hanna was 6 years old, nikiee; 2 years old, mona; 4 and chik was not even one year old at that time. cute rite?
I just love love LOVE them.
was at the front door and then, aishah was running down the stairs to sorta greet her aunt anis. heee :)
she's sooo cute. i always think sasa has this irresistible look on her face. geram lahh.
i've decided to post some of the old pictures in facebook.
one of em, super classic.
this was taken 17 years ago, on my 4th birthday, which i could barely remember.hanna was 6 years old, nikiee; 2 years old, mona; 4 and chik was not even one year old at that time. cute rite?
I just love love LOVE them.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
forcing myself to sleep. i have class at 10 tomoro which i am still thinking if i shud go or not.
had exam this morning and the exam venue was friggin cold. brain freeze.
anyway, i survived staying in uia for 6 whole days for the first time. woohoo~
went to pasar malam yesterday with hanzo. was quite jakun for a while. lol.
stylo was there too *wink*
on thurs nite, went dinner with aliaa, ali n his friends at nz.
thursday wasn't being really nice to me. i was THE bad luck magnet of the day.
took me about 30minutes to wear tudung. n then my shoes rosak. missed a class because i had to go back to the room due to my clumsiness and gelabah-ness, left my room keys hanging on the front door. sheesh.
and i forgot my phone's pin code so ended up being creative and it got blocked. so i had to call up maxis and asked for my PUK code.
i know it might sound like, ahh..that's not so bad. but try this.
having all those misfortunate events slumped on u one by one, minute by minute.
now u tell me if that's not tiring enough.
ok. sleep i shall. nite nite
had exam this morning and the exam venue was friggin cold. brain freeze.
anyway, i survived staying in uia for 6 whole days for the first time. woohoo~
went to pasar malam yesterday with hanzo. was quite jakun for a while. lol.
stylo was there too *wink*
on thurs nite, went dinner with aliaa, ali n his friends at nz.
thursday wasn't being really nice to me. i was THE bad luck magnet of the day.
took me about 30minutes to wear tudung. n then my shoes rosak. missed a class because i had to go back to the room due to my clumsiness and gelabah-ness, left my room keys hanging on the front door. sheesh.
and i forgot my phone's pin code so ended up being creative and it got blocked. so i had to call up maxis and asked for my PUK code.
i know it might sound like, ahh..that's not so bad. but try this.
having all those misfortunate events slumped on u one by one, minute by minute.
now u tell me if that's not tiring enough.
ok. sleep i shall. nite nite
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