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Feels like there just too many things clouding inside my head. It's weekend and I'm thinking of work already. I feel pressured, like you have so many responsibilities and that the deadlines are just almost here and you haven't completed any shit yet because there's just too many things and you have to learn it on your own in such limited time. Maybe I don't like what I'm doing currently. Maybe I should've taken masscom instead of accounting. There are too many "maybe"s running around and I can't visualize what's in for me next.

Okay, maybe I should stop whining about work.

Last Friday, were supposed to meet up with the girls but turned out aliaa and yaya had some other plans. So, I picked up haniza at the lrt station and went to kayu since the traffic's still blardy heavy. Oh emm gee (impersonating aliaa), before that, I was stuck in the craziest traffic jam ever. I got into the office at 10 am. Apparently, the le tour de langkawi caused the massive traffic jam. So, back to the story, haniza called lutfi to join us. and he came, but it's like he's invisible pun lah since haniza and I were so busy talking to each other and he was sitting there, looking clueless and have-no-idea-ness and oh yes, stoned-ness. after that, went to haniza's house and lepak-lepak with my second mother, auntie yan.

Last night, we were out to celebrate adik's birthday in advance since her birthday falls on a working day next week. Papa was irritated by the condition of the traffic that night. He was like,"Apasal la ramai sangat orang keluar ni?". And I was like,"Pa, it's valentine's kot? Salah pilih hari la kan nak keluar dinner" So, from kota damansara, we travelled halfway to bangsar and then turned back to subang sebab konon-kononnya nak makan dekat victoria station. But as soon as we got there, panjang gile kot orang beratur to get in. So, we've settled with this kopitiam restaurant in taipan. I have to say, I was "overdressed" to have dinner there. wait wait. let me rephrase that. I was TOO OVERdressed, please? hahaha. Everyone was looking la but what the hell la rite.

So yeah, that's basically the updates for this week.

Oh I almost forgot. There's this really cute chinese guy working at my place. But he's married la sadly. But really super uber cute okayyy. Like cair like that. He'd be like "Hey" and I'd be like too embarrassed to even look at his face pun. haiyoo

Oh, one more. Mr. "curly fries" messaged me yesterday and he told me that he dreamt of me.
scary?
indeed.

I want to go to Jason Mraz's concert please please pretty please? *goo goo eyes*
psst haniza, better don't kencing eh.

Update soon :)