I feel so lost yet I don't really know how to explain it.
I wanted to call you, to share stories with you and to ask how was your day but, I know I can no longer do that.

It feels different and I feel so empty.
That's it.
My life is just so empty without you.

I didn't see it coming and I was totally unprepared for this. Too many questions running through my head and I don't have answers to those questions. I guess I've never been a good friend to you.

I respect your decision and I'm going to keep it that way.

I am so sorry for all the trouble I've caused you and thank you for always being there for me throughout the 5 years. I owe you so much.

Love,
H