I always thought that I can distract myself from being super depressed most of the time. I always blame PMS for turning me into this crazy emotional wacko bitch. And I used to have my best friends around me all the time when I'm feeling so down and starting to be merepek.

Work is killing me.
So does this LDR. And I'm not sure of what I really want right now. Every thing is so mixed up and I can't even think straight. I just need some excitement in life right now. I'm turning 22 and I already feel like an old woman who has worked for almost 30 years of her life.

A grumpy depressed old woman at the age of 22 (sigh).

Nikiee (if you're reading),
I really really am missing you. And I'm saving one packet of duit raya just for you.
Come back home soon please?

Ah, it's the month end closing tomorrow. Gonna be a looooong week.
Bohringgg.

Weekend please come quick!!

xoxo