Have you ever been in a situation where you just don't know what to think of anymore?
Have you ever felt like you just want to turn back the time and make things right for yourself?
Have you ever felt like you just want to turn back the time and make things right for yourself?
Alhamdulillah, I've been blessed with a supportive family, great friends that love me unconditionally, good health, a secure job, and a good life. But still, I've been having these weird thoughts, too many "what if"s been questioned. And it just hit me, no, SMACK me straight at my face.
Am I happy with what I have right now?
Not to say that I'm ungrateful, but like every one, I've made decisions throughout my life. Decisions, which I never thought could bring such impact to my future. Decisions, which some of them that I regret. Decisions, which a few of them I'd wish I had never made.
Choices, that's all life is about. You make choices and whether it's right or wrong, you just have to live with it.
Unfortunately for me, it took me to this stage to realize what I thought then was the right move is not the right path of life that I want for my future. But you can't do anything to make it right because that's the rule: You have to live with it.
Sometimes I feel numb and scared when I have to make decisions. I'm too afraid that I might make the wrong move and end up feeling shitty like what I'm feeling now. But life goes on, you MUST make decisions in life. That's part of maturity and growing up which you need to learn and experience it yourself. Learn from the mistakes you made in the past.
But despite the regrets, I'm happy that the choices I made taught me valuable lessons which no scholars or geniuses could ever teach you. The mistakes that I made turn me into who I am today. If I had not make the decisions before, I would still be whining and complaining on how unhappy I am and that makes me an ungrateful bitch.
You will never miss the water until it's gone.
So.True.
Am I happy with what I have right now?
Not to say that I'm ungrateful, but like every one, I've made decisions throughout my life. Decisions, which I never thought could bring such impact to my future. Decisions, which some of them that I regret. Decisions, which a few of them I'd wish I had never made.
Choices, that's all life is about. You make choices and whether it's right or wrong, you just have to live with it.
Unfortunately for me, it took me to this stage to realize what I thought then was the right move is not the right path of life that I want for my future. But you can't do anything to make it right because that's the rule: You have to live with it.
Sometimes I feel numb and scared when I have to make decisions. I'm too afraid that I might make the wrong move and end up feeling shitty like what I'm feeling now. But life goes on, you MUST make decisions in life. That's part of maturity and growing up which you need to learn and experience it yourself. Learn from the mistakes you made in the past.
But despite the regrets, I'm happy that the choices I made taught me valuable lessons which no scholars or geniuses could ever teach you. The mistakes that I made turn me into who I am today. If I had not make the decisions before, I would still be whining and complaining on how unhappy I am and that makes me an ungrateful bitch.
You will never miss the water until it's gone.
So.True.
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