Adik is listening to emo songs, again. Reminding me of where I am right now.

It hurts, still. I would have never thought it could happen. But it did. And I made up my mind, probably we're just not ready. We both want different things, and we could never agree on so many things. It's always either one us end up getting hurt. I know deep down he's not ready, and I can't give the commitment to him. I have always been TOO busy with other things and my mood swings have always been an issue.

As hard as it seems, I've made up my mind that whatever decision we make after this, it's going to be for the better, for a better future, the best for the both of us.