i am totally hated by so many people now.
pfft.
HE hates me. i know that for a fact. i know i can be VERY mean sometimes but whatever la.
sheesh.
come on people, lets make peace and spread some love.
now, i can finally join haniza's clan, the most hated mother of all bitches ever. lol.
Monday, December 31, 2007
how i spent my sunday morning
i just spent my precious 4 hours on sunday morning to attend tax class this morning.
the first half hour, i was struggling, trying to stay awake.
and now, she's suggesting a 4-hour class every week to replace the classes she'd canceled earlier on.
like what? i swear i was dying in the classroom just now.
and she doesn't know the proper way to teach. her class is dull and plain. what more can i say?
i just hope i'll be mentally and physically prepared by next week.
the first half hour, i was struggling, trying to stay awake.
and now, she's suggesting a 4-hour class every week to replace the classes she'd canceled earlier on.
like what? i swear i was dying in the classroom just now.
and she doesn't know the proper way to teach. her class is dull and plain. what more can i say?
i just hope i'll be mentally and physically prepared by next week.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Friday, December 28, 2007
the baby kicked! and i felt it. it was like one of the best moments. my parents gonna check the baby's gender tomorrow but since i have that stupid class, i cant join :(
went to kg pandan last wednesday for boe's birthday surprise. we watched idros n his band performed and i must say, i'd never seen boe that happy. they performed around 8 songs while shadz n i danced like lunatics. and they freaking played "Lagu Untukmu". heee.
after that, went to NZ for dinner with the guys. met up with haniza n the rest. i was bloody hungry but since MU was playing that night, and they managed to shoot 2 goals (wtv la), i didn't even get to finish my naan.
hope that boe's happy with her bday surprise from us tho the dinner didnt go quite the way we planned it to be.
the next morning, raf made a confession. she was upset because we "forgot" about her bday. she expected something for her 21st bday but rather dissapointed because we didn't throw her a bday party or whatsoever. quite a drama i must say.
oh well, must get some sleep. have to wake up early tomoro morning.
toodles~
went to kg pandan last wednesday for boe's birthday surprise. we watched idros n his band performed and i must say, i'd never seen boe that happy. they performed around 8 songs while shadz n i danced like lunatics. and they freaking played "Lagu Untukmu". heee.
after that, went to NZ for dinner with the guys. met up with haniza n the rest. i was bloody hungry but since MU was playing that night, and they managed to shoot 2 goals (wtv la), i didn't even get to finish my naan.
hope that boe's happy with her bday surprise from us tho the dinner didnt go quite the way we planned it to be.
the next morning, raf made a confession. she was upset because we "forgot" about her bday. she expected something for her 21st bday but rather dissapointed because we didn't throw her a bday party or whatsoever. quite a drama i must say.
oh well, must get some sleep. have to wake up early tomoro morning.
toodles~
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Monday, December 24, 2007
psycho
guess what? after 2 years, finally i have a maid.
it was exciting and blissful at first. well, that was before i figured out how dumb she is.
and so very lazy. and so very old. and so very irritating.
she's sooo fuqn rebellious! that day, i taught her how to water the plants (yes, she's that dumb).
she didn't want to do it the way i told her. she said she wants to do it HER way.
so i figured out, just let her do her way.
but unfortunately using HER way, instead of my normal 1-hour watering the plants routine, she managed to finish the task in 10 freakin minutes!!
and when i checked back, the soil pun still kering. like wtf? i've been "jaga"-ing the plants for that freaking 2 years and suddenly this old woman just come and acted as if HER way is the best while my plants kekeringan without air?
and her face. yes, that face which always has this "i'm-super-lazy-do-those-chores-yourself-bitch" kind of expression. i feel like punching her every single day. the fact that she's dumb and doesn't want to listen makes me feel sooo irritated.
and to think that this woman is going to take care of our baby soon. creepy init?
ok. that dumb psycho woman just threw a 20 cents betul-betul beside me. fucker!
i shall curse no more.
it was exciting and blissful at first. well, that was before i figured out how dumb she is.
and so very lazy. and so very old. and so very irritating.
she's sooo fuqn rebellious! that day, i taught her how to water the plants (yes, she's that dumb).
she didn't want to do it the way i told her. she said she wants to do it HER way.
so i figured out, just let her do her way.
but unfortunately using HER way, instead of my normal 1-hour watering the plants routine, she managed to finish the task in 10 freakin minutes!!
and when i checked back, the soil pun still kering. like wtf? i've been "jaga"-ing the plants for that freaking 2 years and suddenly this old woman just come and acted as if HER way is the best while my plants kekeringan without air?
and her face. yes, that face which always has this "i'm-super-lazy-do-those-chores-yourself-bitch" kind of expression. i feel like punching her every single day. the fact that she's dumb and doesn't want to listen makes me feel sooo irritated.
and to think that this woman is going to take care of our baby soon. creepy init?
ok. that dumb psycho woman just threw a 20 cents betul-betul beside me. fucker!
i shall curse no more.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
bahahaha
just got back from college.
done with the resume (at last!)
got home and parents started to lecture me. come on people. gimme a break wud ya? sheesh.
i REALLY need to shop for new clothes.
anyone wants to teman me shop pretty pleaseee :(
went to bangsar just now with haniza n aliaa. we went for waxing and its so fun.
it was my first time and it didn't hurt that much. i thot its gonna be like damn sakit since aliaa cried like she's about to give birth right there. heeee.
boboy's gonna be 10 this coming 20th. my baby is sooo old :p
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims :)
done with the resume (at last!)
got home and parents started to lecture me. come on people. gimme a break wud ya? sheesh.
i REALLY need to shop for new clothes.
anyone wants to teman me shop pretty pleaseee :(
went to bangsar just now with haniza n aliaa. we went for waxing and its so fun.
it was my first time and it didn't hurt that much. i thot its gonna be like damn sakit since aliaa cried like she's about to give birth right there. heeee.
boboy's gonna be 10 this coming 20th. my baby is sooo old :p
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims :)
Sunday, December 16, 2007
birthday madness
Happy 42nd Birthday Mama!!
just got back from McD's KD drive thru. grabbed ourselves some ice creams :)
i know i've been complaining A LOT about me getting fatter n blablabla but u tell me, who can resist a good ol ice cream?
came back with guilt. and yes, assignments waiting. *sigh*
no plan still for mama's bday. maybe go for dinner or something la.
aiyohh..so broke la begini.
boboy's bday coming soon - 4 days to be exact. and he already gave me his bday gifts list.
boe's bday coming 5 days after boboy's.
nikiee's bday - 6 days after that.
shadz's, yaya's and murni's - a week after each other's.
i'm telling u. i'm gonna be broke as hell soon. sheesh~
just got back from McD's KD drive thru. grabbed ourselves some ice creams :)
i know i've been complaining A LOT about me getting fatter n blablabla but u tell me, who can resist a good ol ice cream?
came back with guilt. and yes, assignments waiting. *sigh*
no plan still for mama's bday. maybe go for dinner or something la.
aiyohh..so broke la begini.
boboy's bday coming soon - 4 days to be exact. and he already gave me his bday gifts list.
boe's bday coming 5 days after boboy's.
nikiee's bday - 6 days after that.
shadz's, yaya's and murni's - a week after each other's.
i'm telling u. i'm gonna be broke as hell soon. sheesh~
Saturday, December 15, 2007
blardy hell
don't know why i bother blogging when i have assignments waiting to be done.
an old friend of my dad came to our house this evening. after 30 years, this is the second time they reunited. clearly my dad was really happy to see uncle yaakub. excited still, he told us his high school stories and i must say, he has an interesting life as a boy who lived in kota bharu. much more interesting than mine :(
i feel like a pig. i've been eating as if i have the metabolism of 10 horses, which i dont.
the result, fats! fats been spreading everywhere; my thighs, ass, tummy, arms, face - everywhere except that one place which i dont think its appropriate of me to write it down here.
sheesh.
and i have no time to exercise, still. honestly!
i've realized, at this age, most of the people are in a stable, long-term relationship. i was browsing my friends' profiles and i've noticed that they're with the same people they were with 3,4,5 years ago. and it hit me, why am i not?
maybe i'm not mature enough when it comes to this relationship matters.
maybe i'm still not ready.
or maybe i haven't met that one person who can shake me from dreaming and come to realize that now is my time.
*sigh*
an old friend of my dad came to our house this evening. after 30 years, this is the second time they reunited. clearly my dad was really happy to see uncle yaakub. excited still, he told us his high school stories and i must say, he has an interesting life as a boy who lived in kota bharu. much more interesting than mine :(
i feel like a pig. i've been eating as if i have the metabolism of 10 horses, which i dont.
the result, fats! fats been spreading everywhere; my thighs, ass, tummy, arms, face - everywhere except that one place which i dont think its appropriate of me to write it down here.
sheesh.
and i have no time to exercise, still. honestly!
i've realized, at this age, most of the people are in a stable, long-term relationship. i was browsing my friends' profiles and i've noticed that they're with the same people they were with 3,4,5 years ago. and it hit me, why am i not?
maybe i'm not mature enough when it comes to this relationship matters.
maybe i'm still not ready.
or maybe i haven't met that one person who can shake me from dreaming and come to realize that now is my time.
*sigh*
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
walking down the memory lane
now i know why more people prefer microsoft better than other softwares.
i didn't know that this lab uses Mac software. sheeesh. even the pc is called eMac.
pfftpt.
sooo irritating. i mean the whole system is wayyy different than what i've been using since the first day i started using pcs.
anyway, met iezzat just now. hung out with him for a while. since there's not enough available seats, we didn't have lunch together. had lunch with the girls instead.
this registeration is killing me. i still need eap. just one more baby and i'll shut up. sheesh!!
there are so many new faces around uia. feel like pukul-ing each one of them. irritated la. give us some respect la juniors. haih.
went to ssc just now to collect my spm cert which i had to collect wayyy long time ago. it's so different now. with all the renovations n stuff. looks a bit cramped. well, i met mr lopez and mr selvam. it was really weird that they still remembers me. the office looks new now..more spacious i wud say. mr lopez looks old. i miss my school days. i really do.
i miss my friends; santhi, ikmal, ben, tashna, wei mun bla bla bla
i miss that guy who i had a crush on once upon a time.
i miss auntie cafe's nasi lemak. yummy!
i miss playing basketball with my classmates.
i miss cheerleading. i miss loitering around during classes with ikmal :p
i miss. i missss!
okayyy. toodles~
i didn't know that this lab uses Mac software. sheeesh. even the pc is called eMac.
pfftpt.
sooo irritating. i mean the whole system is wayyy different than what i've been using since the first day i started using pcs.
anyway, met iezzat just now. hung out with him for a while. since there's not enough available seats, we didn't have lunch together. had lunch with the girls instead.
this registeration is killing me. i still need eap. just one more baby and i'll shut up. sheesh!!
there are so many new faces around uia. feel like pukul-ing each one of them. irritated la. give us some respect la juniors. haih.
went to ssc just now to collect my spm cert which i had to collect wayyy long time ago. it's so different now. with all the renovations n stuff. looks a bit cramped. well, i met mr lopez and mr selvam. it was really weird that they still remembers me. the office looks new now..more spacious i wud say. mr lopez looks old. i miss my school days. i really do.
i miss my friends; santhi, ikmal, ben, tashna, wei mun bla bla bla
i miss that guy who i had a crush on once upon a time.
i miss auntie cafe's nasi lemak. yummy!
i miss playing basketball with my classmates.
i miss cheerleading. i miss loitering around during classes with ikmal :p
i miss. i missss!
okayyy. toodles~
Monday, December 10, 2007
My Chemical Romance
i am a rock chick at heart :p
went to MCR's concert just now. yes people, i was there. front row lagi. i swear they are soo fuqn good and their music's brilliant. we came a bit late. missed the first opening act which was one buck short. pop shuvit performed as well. we waited for almost 30 minutes before MCR made their awesome grand opening with "Dead".
i swear gerard way was never that good looking but tonight, he's just super cute. but of course mikey way was a lot hotter. anyway, they performed how many songs again? hmmm. many songs la. adik almost cried seeing gerard like, right there. she was so layan diri. thank god nikiee was there too. so we practically melayan each other. omg. it was so fuqn fun kan nikiee? heee. my dad enjoyed the concert too. he was too busy mesmerizing ray toro played the guitar. so cute la my dad :)
we jumped n jumped n head banging n then, ran out of breath. haha. but seriously, there was not even a dull second.
they finished it off with my favourite "Famous Last Word" and ended the performance with a perfect note.
and have i mentioned that it was raining throughout the concert? yes. but the enjoyment of listening to mcr's music and the excitement to see them actually performing live right in front of my eyes, its worth it. singing to their songs, thats what i did throughout the concert. and then i realized, i'm a rock chick at heart. yes.
its a super awesome night to remember :)
"MCR is the best effin band ever" -gerard way
went to MCR's concert just now. yes people, i was there. front row lagi. i swear they are soo fuqn good and their music's brilliant. we came a bit late. missed the first opening act which was one buck short. pop shuvit performed as well. we waited for almost 30 minutes before MCR made their awesome grand opening with "Dead".
i swear gerard way was never that good looking but tonight, he's just super cute. but of course mikey way was a lot hotter. anyway, they performed how many songs again? hmmm. many songs la. adik almost cried seeing gerard like, right there. she was so layan diri. thank god nikiee was there too. so we practically melayan each other. omg. it was so fuqn fun kan nikiee? heee. my dad enjoyed the concert too. he was too busy mesmerizing ray toro played the guitar. so cute la my dad :)
we jumped n jumped n head banging n then, ran out of breath. haha. but seriously, there was not even a dull second.
they finished it off with my favourite "Famous Last Word" and ended the performance with a perfect note.
and have i mentioned that it was raining throughout the concert? yes. but the enjoyment of listening to mcr's music and the excitement to see them actually performing live right in front of my eyes, its worth it. singing to their songs, thats what i did throughout the concert. and then i realized, i'm a rock chick at heart. yes.
its a super awesome night to remember :)
"MCR is the best effin band ever" -gerard way
Sunday, December 9, 2007
birthday dinner
had birthday dinner with the familia just now at victoria station.
so very kenyang. no presents yet still. *sigh*
O.M.G! it's sunday already. 15 more hours to go before MRC's concert! i likee~
so very kenyang. no presents yet still. *sigh*
O.M.G! it's sunday already. 15 more hours to go before MRC's concert! i likee~
a lovely surprise
i got a lovely birthday surprise from my gorgeous girlfriends on the eve of my birthday.
and i should say, they should get awards for their outstanding talent in acting. lol.
but seriously, u girls have no idea how surprised i was on that night. i really didn't see it coming.
u know, with u girls being quite occupied with stuff, i didn't expect anything. but being awesome friends, i had a lovely surprise for my 20th birthday. ooh and thanks to murni for the cute teddy bear.
Thank youuu my loves!
and i should say, they should get awards for their outstanding talent in acting. lol.
but seriously, u girls have no idea how surprised i was on that night. i really didn't see it coming.
u know, with u girls being quite occupied with stuff, i didn't expect anything. but being awesome friends, i had a lovely surprise for my 20th birthday. ooh and thanks to murni for the cute teddy bear.
Thank youuu my loves!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
oh dear
i hate the fact that i have to go through this shit every month. but what if this is real?
i am so confused. i dont want to think about it but i cant help it.
it hurts a lot that i cry every time thinking about it. but i'd rather keep it to myself because i dont think its a biggie.
i wish n i pray that someday i'll get over with it and move on with my life.
20. tomorrow i'll be a year older but age is only a number. i don't expect anything for my birthday. it's the thought that counts.
it's gonna be my birthday soon. so i have the right to be happy and not sad. yes yes. have to keep that in mind.
oh dear. its not working. pftptf.
i am so confused. i dont want to think about it but i cant help it.
it hurts a lot that i cry every time thinking about it. but i'd rather keep it to myself because i dont think its a biggie.
i wish n i pray that someday i'll get over with it and move on with my life.
20. tomorrow i'll be a year older but age is only a number. i don't expect anything for my birthday. it's the thought that counts.
it's gonna be my birthday soon. so i have the right to be happy and not sad. yes yes. have to keep that in mind.
oh dear. its not working. pftptf.
Monday, December 3, 2007
baby arianna
congratulations to kak yan who just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, Arianna.
went to see the baby just now at ayah de's place.
kak yan looks kempis-er. and the baby's soooo cute.
she's quite small tho but my mom told me its normal since arianna is kak yan's first child.
papa told me she looks exactly just like me when i was a baby. with the tercacak-cacak hair and very kecik. we even weighed the same. 2.8kg (kecik kan?)
went to see the baby just now at ayah de's place.
kak yan looks kempis-er. and the baby's soooo cute.
she's quite small tho but my mom told me its normal since arianna is kak yan's first child.
papa told me she looks exactly just like me when i was a baby. with the tercacak-cacak hair and very kecik. we even weighed the same. 2.8kg (kecik kan?)
radhiah
my 3 weeks holidays are over now. tomorrow will be a new day and the start of a new sem.
i've only registered for 3 subjects for this sem since i cant get the other 3.
so, tomorrow i have to be in uia early to make sure i get all my classes right.
boe sent me a msg just now. and she's going to live off campus next sem :(
i have to say, i didn't see this coming at all. and this sem definitely won't be the same without ms adil rad.
no more that squeaky voice of hers.
no more "hanis nak limau gedang".
no more love making scenes at night.
no more ms lembabness.
no more sleeping partner.
no more heart-to-heart theraphy.
no more "hanis..i love idros so much".
no more boe.
well maybe i over exaggerated some of them but this is boe i'm talking about. that one person i'm very comfortable of pouring my heart out. the most sensitive person i've ever known n yet, she can cope with my annoying-ness and very irritating-ness. but most of all, she's a great person, inside and out. she's like a big sister i never had.
but plainly because, she is my sayang, one n only boe.
i've only registered for 3 subjects for this sem since i cant get the other 3.
so, tomorrow i have to be in uia early to make sure i get all my classes right.
boe sent me a msg just now. and she's going to live off campus next sem :(
i have to say, i didn't see this coming at all. and this sem definitely won't be the same without ms adil rad.
no more that squeaky voice of hers.
no more "hanis nak limau gedang".
no more love making scenes at night.
no more ms lembabness.
no more sleeping partner.
no more heart-to-heart theraphy.
no more "hanis..i love idros so much".
no more boe.
well maybe i over exaggerated some of them but this is boe i'm talking about. that one person i'm very comfortable of pouring my heart out. the most sensitive person i've ever known n yet, she can cope with my annoying-ness and very irritating-ness. but most of all, she's a great person, inside and out. she's like a big sister i never had.
but plainly because, she is my sayang, one n only boe.
the pearl of the orient
i have a confession to make.
i am sooooo in love with penang. the food, the beach, the city. love love lovee.
just picture this. waking up to see a spectacular, breath taking view of the beach and hot bodies tanning under the sun. *drooling*
kg melayu's nasi kandar is the bomb with a capital B. and of course the seafood..sungguh yummy. and yes, as the end result, i'm now officially 2kgs heavier.
unser broke down after we checked out from the hotel. grrr-eat. i literally slept on one of the sofas at the hotel's lobby like no one's business. we waited for more than 2 hours until my dad got the car fixed.
didn't snap a lot of pics. here are some.
i am sooooo in love with penang. the food, the beach, the city. love love lovee.
just picture this. waking up to see a spectacular, breath taking view of the beach and hot bodies tanning under the sun. *drooling*
kg melayu's nasi kandar is the bomb with a capital B. and of course the seafood..sungguh yummy. and yes, as the end result, i'm now officially 2kgs heavier.
unser broke down after we checked out from the hotel. grrr-eat. i literally slept on one of the sofas at the hotel's lobby like no one's business. we waited for more than 2 hours until my dad got the car fixed.
didn't snap a lot of pics. here are some.
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