its sunday now, which means that i have to go to work on the next day :(
sucks.

i bet the girls had so much fun at skybar celebrating haniza's 22nd bday while i stayed at home watching akademi fantasia. yes, its kinda obvious that i couldn't go, the exact same thing haniza said to me this evening.
and i expect that they wont be coming to see the baby tomorrow or anytime soon.
its ok, i understand. every one's busy, no?
hopefully anyone of u can make it to her 5th birthday perhaps, and then again, maybe not.

i've gained 3 kgs in 1 month, and gaining more day by day.
and my mom just told me that she got an invitation from her best friend to attend this supposedly really "important" occasion next month.
and i dont have anything to wear.
of course i have nice dresses hanging in my closet but i look hideous in any of those dresses.
i cant really fit into any of them nicely without any bulge showing now that i've gained weight.

so i went through several magazines, searching for those articles on loosing weight and such.
exercise. i dont think i can afford to do any more crunches or jog or swim now that i'm working.
i will be dead tired if i do. *sigh*
diet? no can do. i'm one person who can never stick to one diet. because i love food so much it hurts to say no to those yummy food.

but with the party's coming next month and time waits for no man,
do i really have other options?