Respect

It's just still so effin hard to believe.

I guess I saw it coming, but not this soon. Why can't she just admit that she's wrong? Does she really think by deleting the evidence, she could just pretend nothing happened and continue living her life? I have never ever felt such disappointment, like a blade cutting my heart into pieces. You have no idea what you have done and I guess your ego is way bigger than your head, that you could still act so innocent and still put the blame on him.

Bad news. I am way smarter than you, a thousand steps ahead of you. But I can't blame you, probably you're still having the time of your life, painting the town red, and enjoying all the compliments showered by your "friends", whom you would rather spend time with than us.

I will never forgive you for what you have done to him. Yeah, you might say, who am I to judge? I just want you to realize what has been happening right now. I just want you to acknowledge that you caused so many heartaches, and you are the reason I have been sleeping with tears running on my cheeks every night, and it's getting worse day by day. For just this one time, I want you to put your ego aside and give him the respect that he deserves, which you have failed miserably to provide.

I am speaking out of disappointment. Of all your lies, the world class acting you have shown us for all these years. I pray that you will realize what you've done before it's too late. Before the situation becomes unfixable. In the name of God, I love you so very much, but please don't make it even harder for me to show you how much I love you. Don't push us away, because if you keep pushing us, I'm afraid we can't find our way back and you'll lose us.

There's nothing much I could do to fix this, except Du'a.