To Dad, with love.

Kereta buat perangai today. Was on my way to work when I heard the "slapping" sound as I accelerated. Stopped by the road, and checked if any of the tyres were flat but every thing was okay. So I continued driving and there was the slapping sound again. So, I went back home and called my colleague to tell my boss that I'm taking EL today.

It was good that I didn't go to work today. Mom was loading up her stuff into the car, with her staff. Dad helped, I looked at him and my mind brought me to our conversation last night. After that, went out for breakfast with Dad and my sister at Lotus. Had roti telur, been quite a while since I last had breakfast out with Dad. Somehow, my heart told me that I should really treasure that moment. Not that I took for granted before this, but I know that things are not gonna be the same after this. No matter how many times he stressed out that nothing's gonna change.

I love my Dad, it has always been me and him since I was a kid. I was the only child for 7years before my sister was born. I would always prefer him than my mom. I was his little girl, well I think I still am although he has another 2 more little girls in his life right now, my two younger sisters. But whenever I have the chance to be alone with him, I would make full use of it, because I love my Dad so damn much and it kills me when he's hurt and not happy, especially because of other people.

My Dad's a tough guy, he's a fighter. I have seen with my own eyes how he struggled for survival, with people trying to bring him down and despised him. He secluded himself, and he rose back again. Because nothing can break his determination to fight and give a good life to his family.

I think no one would understand my feelings for my Dad, it's not something ordinary. It's something which is more than beyond ordinary. It's so easy to love a man like him, there's nothing not to love about him. And I'm not saying this because he's my Dad. I'm saying this because if happen to have the chance to get to know him, look through his eyes, and you'll see a determined, loving father he is, and soon you'll see the qualities which I have seen throughout the years.



To Papa,

You are indeed the greatest guy and the most loving, passionate father I have ever wished for. Thank you for always being there for us, through thick and thin, for raising us to become the person we are today. We are nothing without you. I just want you to know, even if things are going to be different after this, I will always love you no matter what, and the feelings will grow no matter where you gonna be, and where I'm gonna be. You're a fighter, but sometimes, as you said to me, some actions should be done to avoid any future losses. I will never blame you for any of this. You have done your best and whenever you feel down and about to give up, just look over your shoulder and that's where we'll be. Standing behind you, supporting you all the way.

I love you, and you will always be my hero.