I realized I've been posting some depressing entries lately.
Sigh.
Not good Hanis, not good.

But I believe in the power of the Creator. I believe that everything happens for a reason, which we may or may not know. For me, I was terribly depressed and disturbed when 'it' started. I couldn't even think right, and I was a slacker back then. I skipped work for days, if I were to have a staff like myself, I would've given myself a warning letter or something. And I kept blaming everyone for this. No words could describe how much I hate those two person who had totally ruined the thing that I cherished the most. I swore to myself that I would never forgive them for what they have done and for the permanent damages and scars that would remain forever.

Alhamdulillah He sent us an angel in disguise, the man who suffered more than any of us could have ever imagined. My dad, he's indeed our backbones and has been putting sense into our heads. The moral support you provide us, you are definitely our strength. Instead of telling us to do crazy stuff, he told us to be patient and have faith in Allah, that one day everything will be just fine. I can't ever repay you for everything you have done for us Dad. But I will never stop praying for you, I'll pray for your well being, may you will be blessed by never ending barakah from Allah swt, and hope that He will keep on giving you the strength to go through this.

I don't want to say anything bad about those people. But I believe that all actions will be accounted for, no matter good or bad. Only time will tell. Recently, I heard that one of them was caught for something, and that she will be terminated from that company. It's not my place to say anything, but I hope that you will realize what you have done and repent. Selagi pintu taubah itu masih terbuka, selagi itu lah masih belum terlambat. Ingatlah, satu hari nanti kamu pun akan bersuami dan bakal mempunyai anak-anak. Mungkin tak kena pada diri kamu, tetapi tidak mustahil kena pada ahli keluarga yang lain. I don't want to wish for bad things to happen, but, I believe the our life is like a huge giant wheel. Sekarang mungkin kamu di atas, tapi jangan lupa, esok lusa tulat, maybe it's your turn to be at the bottom pulak kan?

Wallahu'alam.