My heart sunk so deep when I saw how you looked at me.

So much hatred you have there for me. 

And I can't help from thinking what went wrong and how did we get here.

I can only pray to Him, begging for strength and courage to help me get through tomorrow and the coming days.

And, if there's a tiny spot that used to be mine inside your heart, I silently pray that it will grow and you'll accept me and the other 4 that used to be your everything, into your life again.

If only.

We can only pray and hope for now.