Rezeki tak dijangka

Last month I submitted an application for Mara Education Loan, thinking that if it happens to be my rezeki, maybe I can pursue ACCA or do MBA, either way. 

So last Friday, my best friend told me that the result was out. So, I checked my application status.

and,

I passed through the first stage! Woohoo!

I could not believe my eyes when I saw the result. Honestly, I really had no high hopes when I applied because I know the competition was really tough. Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah s.w.t for all the blessings He has bestowed upon me and my family. I know it's still a tad too early for any celebrations but getting through the first stage means a lot to someone like me.

For days, I have been squeezing my brain and creativity out to write an essay for submission. Sah otak dah berkarat. I used to have no problem at all with essays and stories and stuff. So, I will have to sit for a qualifying exam this 30th and hopefully, insyaAllah, I will pass the exam *prays hard*

When I came to know the great news, I though of Dad. He's the one who keeps on giving me motivation and endless support for me to do professional papers. He wanted to do ACCA himself when he was younger but since his family can't afford to support him financially. That is why it means a lot for him to see me, his eldest child, to proceed with ACCA and eventually become a certified chartered accountant. InsyaAllah, Papa :)

So tomorrow I will have to go to MABECS and get clarification on a few matters regarding which university I should be applying to and the application procedures, yada yada.

Phew. Going to continue working on my essay. Praying for the best outcome, Amin.

Oh and yes, the only good news I received after so long.

I passed my BCCIB paper!

And yes, that's it.

Successfully changed my password. Omg how can I be so dumb!! She's been accessing to my profile all along. And maybe read all of my messages. Pfft. Thank God for the sudden urge to check her laptop or else I would've never had the slightest idea about this. Pfft!!

Tomorrow's Monday. Starting to feel all moody and depressed. Or maybe the time of the month is coming. And I'm gonna be super busy for month end closing starting tomorrow. Went to watch Wrath of the Titans just now with an old friend of mine, Azwan. The movie was terrible, well that's my opinion. It's just so merepek and I was totally relieved that it was a free ticket. I'm glad it wasn't a 2hour movie. 

Okay I really don't know what else to write. So before I start writing crap, I better stop now. Have a great Monday everyone!

Toodles~

Writing this post from our brand new Toshiba notebook which Dad just bought yesterday. Still haven't named it yet. Since we already have a black Sony Vaio so we decided to buy a white one this time. I super loveeee the keypad.

Okay enough about that. I sat for my BCCIB exam last Saturday. I'm not really sure how well I have done, but I knew for sure that I just hentam for half of the exam questions. But still, I went out from the exam hall 15mins before the exam ended, NOT because I was super confident that I'm gonna pass the exam with flying colours, but I was under a whole lot of pressure after the first person submitted his paper and one by one went out. So yeah, I was left with 3-4 questions left unanswered and I just shaded anonymously. And I left. Phewww~

Took a day off the day before to study but went to watch The Vow and Hunger Games instead with my sister. We had lunch before that at Friday's in Subang Parade and then off to watch The Vow. I would have to give 4 out of 10 for the movie. For me, the story line was good for a romantic movie but the plotting was a bit weak and I think there was no chemistry between Channing and Rachel. Tho Rachel looks amazingly pretty in that movie :)

On the other note, Hunger Games was the bomb! I am soooo in loveeee with Katniss! And I think Jennifer Lawrence really done justice to the character. Being all tough and heroic throughout the whole movie. And I was so touched when she volunteered to take her sister's place at Hunger Games. I would give 9 out of 10 for this one. Definitely worth watching!

Gonna watch Wrath of the Titans this weekend with my ex-schoolmate. Hopefully it will be worth it, or if not, I would still be lucky since it's a free ticket ;)

Toodles~

The Finale

Changes.

For the better, the worse or for the best.

Before this, I was afraid of any changes. I wanted nothing but familiarity; the same people, the same surroundings, the same me.

But things took on its toll, familiarity was starting to eat me up, bit by bit. No one could understand the pain that was killing me from the inside. No one.

But I'm not here to put the blame on anyone. I understand that everyone has their expectations and limitations, and I accept that fact. So I decided to let it go, for real this time. I'm not going to make promises that I can't keep, nor will I lie to myself that I can commit to something or someone when I know I'm going to make a fool out of myself in the end.

I'm too fragile at this moment and I don't think I can take anymore pain, whether it's intentionally or unintentionally. It just breaks your heart to find out that no matter how hard you try to make it work, people still think that you're not trying hard enough. I asked myself again and again, was I really that heartless as how you indirectly described me? And for me to find it out that way.

You left me speechless and feeling dejected. When I was at my grievous period, you just had to add a pinch of salt to my open wound. You had a list of things about me that you need me to change, a list of conditions before you decide to take the next step. I embraced it, because I had high hopes that this is 'it'. And yet, my efforts are still nothing and meaningless to you compared to what you've done for me. Yes, I agree. Compared to all the wonderful things you have done for my sake, nothing and no one can ever top that. But I tried, I did bloody try as much as I could to make this happen. I might not be around for you all the time but when I gave you support during those hard times. I have explained to you that I can't be there for you always, and you said you understand. You understood, but eventually this will happen again later on. What's the point of holding onto something that's not meant for the both of us all along?

You and I both have long realized that we have too many differences that we thought we could put aside and work something out. But we can't keep on fooling ourselves. I don't think my presence in your life means anything anymore since the only one that has been putting effort into this relationship is you and I will always be the person who can't find time for you in my busy schedule. I don't see the point of you having me around if I can't contribute anything. And this left us with nothing but going on with our separate lives. I'm sorry I messed this up, and I'm sorry for all the promises I made to you because I have to break em all.

I need to move on and I need you to try.

Because we're out of goodbyes.

My new project

Been wanting to update my blog for ages! I've been extremeeeely busy between getting my life back on track and running errands for everyone and managing the boutique. 

Well, where should I start. Okay, so let's just postpone all those emo posts and start with the good news first, shall we? I'm currently co-managing a boutique, La Vida Boutique, located at The Strand Kota Damansara. We're selling apparels and accessories for women, men and kids, including plus sized darlings. For those who are interested, you can go to our blog, La Vida Boutique, and browse through our collection. Will upload more soon! But if you feel like dropping by our boutique, you can find the address on the blog as well.

Recently, we had a runway party to introduce our latest collection. Only half of the invitees came, and the rest got stuck due to massive traffic jam coming to Kota Damansara. But the collection from the sale was really good, alhamdulillah. We will definitely plan more events in the future. Sadly, I still haven't got the pictures from the fashion show yet. Will definitely upload it as soon as I get my hands on 'em.

I was in the midst of month end closing and suddenly Kak Puzaini called my name and said that someone's here to see me. That guy was from Blooming and he handed me this cute mini bicycle with 12 roses on top. I knew it was from him. Read the card, but I felt nothing but numb.

The next day, the same dude from Blooming came again. This time, with a basket filled with 12 roses and 6 ferrero rocher. And there was another card. And yes, it was from him again.

And I became the hottest topic in the office, thanks to the makcik-makcik. Everyone was asking me who's it from, so when are you getting married yada yada yada. And some of the makciks were like "Awhhhh romanticnyaaa boyfriend Hanis, bagi bunga hari-hari" Ergh annoying. I would appreciate the "thoughtful" compliments, only that I decided not to because I knew those were insincere compliments. But I smiled. They were all betting with each other whether 'the mystery man', quoting them, would send me flowers again for the third time.

Now I wonder how many of them lost the bet :P

To L,

Thanks for the flowers. Really appreciate the effort :)

Credit to Hafiz for the pics.

Happy 2012!

This is definitely the most slowpoke post ever. Tho it's already a week after the New Year, I'm still gonna wish

H A P P Y 2 0 1 2 P E O P L E E E E E ! ! ! !

Didn't do much on the New Year's eve. Just went for dinner with my family, minus two. My sister went to her bf's house for NYE party, while my dad was out working. Every where was jammed, so we ended up having dinner at Tupai-Tupai in Shah Alam. After that, went back and waited outside with my brother and baby sister for the fireworks. Oh have I ever mentioned, that from my house, you could actually see fireworks at 3 different places. Yes, maybe you don't want to know, but I'm just sayinggggg :P

So the clock struck 12 and we could see KLCC's fireworks, Sunway's fireworks and iCity's fireworks. But the best part was that suddenly there was a loud firework sound behind us. Rupa-rupanya it was my neighbour. He's someone big dekat Selangor's PDRM so I'm guessing probably he got the firework supplies la kot. Tak payah susah-susah, big huge fireworks show right in front of us. Baby Lisya was so excited! So comel.

Enough with my NYE stories. So normally, most people will have a list of resolutions for the new year, including myself. But for this year, I made a shorter one as I have never ever ever ever in my entire life, achieved every thing on my list. So for this year, I've listed 8 resolutions:

1. To be a better Muslim, daughter, sister, friend and person to the people around me.
2. Conquer Mount Kinabalu.
3. Do more charity works.
4. Join a dance mob.
5. Go to the gym / exercise at least once a week.
6. Start saving!!
7. Pursue ACCA and apply for MIA.
8. Getting engaged (insyaAllah, as it's part of this year's plan...mesti ada orang rasa pressured :P)

Apart from that, I pray and hope that this year will bring some light into my life. I hope that Allah will grant me with more patience and strength to survive His tests throughout the year. Other than that, I pray for barakah and more rezeki for myself, family and friends. InsyaAllah, everything will turn out well :)
So yeah, that's all about it.

Til then, toodles~

Woke up this morning feeling rather groggy so I decided to skip work today. Told Yoyo that I'm not going to come for work and continued sleeping. Spent most of the day browsing the internet to search for universities offering ACCA programme and scholarship. I'm still figuring out whether to take ACCA or MBA but it's a 60-40 so I focused on ACCA instead. Found a few universities, preferably international since Haniza and I are planning to pursue ACCA most probably in UK. I really do hope I can get a full or partial scholarship but first I need to secure a place. Talked to my dad last week and he thought it's a great idea for me to pursue ACCA in UK. So I guess that's a green light from Dad. Now to find a university for that.

Suraya forwarded me an email on LSBF's opening for new intake soon. So I might go and check that one out. Found a few uni but I need to discuss this with Haniza first since we decided to do this together. LSBF is quite interesting, and they got a few campuses located in UK. They also offer ACCA programme and ACCA+MBA programme.

But I need to do more research for more options. Sigh. It's gonna be a longggg process.

This Saturday.

Can't wait!
*jumping frantically*

Officially 24!

Just realized that this post was in my draft box for a while. Sheesh.


Alhamdulillah, turned 24 officially last Tuesday. Received so many wonderful birthday wishes from family and lovely friends, near and far, from 12am on the 6th to the next day.

Went to work as usual the morning of my birthday, I was surprised that many of my colleagues wished me before I found out that Hafiz told almost everyone that it was my birthday. Sheesh. Baru nak low profile tau :P Lutfi sent me to work that morning since he's bringing me out for birthday dinner later after work. Yoyo brought me to Kenny Rogers for birthday lunch, it was just the two of us, since Atiqah was on medical leave for two weeks starting that week.

After work, Lutfi picked me up and we went to OU for dinner at Seoul Garden. I was feeling slightly feverish and under the weather that day. It might look like I was being difficult and moody and all, but honestly I felt like I just want to lie on my bed at that time. But we still continued our plan and arrived at the restaurant. Lutfi took a plate of stuff to grill while I wait at the table, feeling quite better with the heat from the grill. And then all of a sudden, I saw my girlfriends approaching our table, with muka nak surprisekan the birthday girl but it's obvious that they were so tired rushing straight to OU from office after work. Surprise! I was shocked because I didn't expect them to come. Thank you girls for coming and thanks Lutfi for planning! All of a sudden I felt much better prolly because of the energy and good mood vibes coming from the girls and the bf.

The food was nice, but I couldn't eat much. So Lutfi ended up finishing most of the food. It was good to catch up with the girls and took some photos together. I still haven't got the group photo from Haniza's iPad. But here are some of the photos taken.

The grilled food

Suraya, who is leaving us soon to pursue her studies in UK and Aleee who is getting thinner day by day (jealous please)

Thanks Boboe for coming even though she's having her P2 final paper the following week and Haniza, who's so busy playing Snoopy with her iPad.

And the man who planned all of the suprises, thankssss!

So Lutfi was telling me that they got a surprise for me so I was waiting impatiently for the suprise. That was when the "ABC" incident happened. Let's not put too much details on the incident here :P

And there he was, handing me this large thing for me to take a look at it. So I opened and,
Tadaaaa! It was a picture collage of my loved ones holding out a shoutout note wishing me Happy Birthday! I was in all awe, and thanked everyone for it. And of course to Lutfi for his brilliant idea to put all of the pics together and voila, hence, the picture collage. I simply love it! Will frame it and put it on my bedroom wall. Thanks lovelies!

Took a few more group photos before leaving. Despite of our busy schedules, I really do appreciate so much that the girls took the time off to celebrate this special day with me. Thanks girls! I will love you to death <33

So Lutfi sent me home after the dinner. I asked if I could play with his phone but he refused and I was quite pissed because of that (mengada right?). So I went on strike of not talking a single word to him until we reached my house. Saw that the lights in front of my house were not turned on, didn't suspect anything just yet.

And when I opened the door and went into my house, I saw helium balloons of pink and white floating inside and there was my favourite song "A Thousand Years" playing and my adorable munchkins and bibik and Lutfi sang me Happy Birthday. Another suprise! Awhhhhhh I was about to cry I swear, because I seriously had no idea that I was in for another surprise after the dinner. Baby Lisya was singing Happy Birthday too and I kissed her all over. So cuteeee! Adik bought some slices of cake and Dad bought KFC. Adik told me that Lutfi planned this suprise as well. Thanks sayang!

To the man who worked so hard to plan all of the surprises for my birthday, thank you for making me the happiest birthday girl ever and for making that day a special one for me. You're simply a Godsend, and I'll cherish those special moments we spent together. I love you *hugsies*

Stiffness

Gahhhh so sleepy.

I'm having mild migraine right now and my neck is feeling kinda stiff. In need of a good relaxing massage pronto. The whole Finance team are currently busy with month end closing, and I spent the entire day trying to get all the pending jobs done by end of the day. I think I've been staring at the pc for too long, my vision's kinda blurry and my eyes look so tired.

I've been browsing through several websites offering spa packages in Pangkor, since I'm going there next weekend. It would be really REALLY nice if someone treat me to a spa and massage session for my birthday *big grin*. Lol. My neck is so bloody stiff it's not funny anymore. And my back hurts. Haih. I think I should stop whining and be grateful instead *mood insaf*

But still, I have to go for a massage real quick. And Lutfi, couple spa package for honeymoon is a MUST! *wink wink*



Bestnyaaaa~ *sigh*

Hello stranger

Met an old friend just now when we're making our way to the parking lot.

I was walking with Baby Lisya when suddenly I heard someone shouted my name. It was Ikmal! He was with his wife and siblings. So we talked for a while, still in shock, since we haven't seen each other since his wedding last couple of years. And he introduced me to his baby daughter! I was like, omg Ikmal has a daughter now! I could never, ever ever imagine in my entire life that my best friend is a father now. Gosh if only I could write on how bratty and trouble maker he was back in our schooling days. Not to forget, how popular he was among the girls back then. Maklumlah sweet talker kan? Lol.

And now, he's a proud dad and the girl just started walking. How cute is that? Met his youngest brother, Izman and his sister too. And Izman asked the cepumas question,"Bila nak kahwin?" to me. I just laughed and said I'll send them the invitation once the day arrives.

Seriously, why do people have to ask that question? Sheesh.

Apart from that, it was a very pleasant surprise to see them.

Made my day :)

Tis the season to be jolly

Two more days to my favourite month of the year!

And yes, I'm talking about December :)

Can't wait for the long needed family vacation. Oh and of course my birthday which is coming very very soon. Tho I don't expect much but at least I have every reason to be happy on that day itself. Unfortunately I don't have the intention to apply annual leave on that day. Better save it for the trips.

On my birthday week, the weekend, I'm going to Pangkor Island with my aunt and the siblings (Baby Lisya excluded) for 3days. We've planned all sorts of activities to fill in during our stay there.

And then on Christmas eve, the whole family will be going to KK for our annual family trip. Can't wait to indulge in cheap yummy seafood there. I haven't been to the Borneo Island before so I'm prettyyyy excited for this trip. Oh, and I really hope I could persuade my dad to let me and my aunt climb the mount kinabalu, which I doubt that I'll succeed in persuading him.

And yes, I'm gonna be 24, finally! Seriously speaking, I have no expectation at all, not like the years before. It's been pretty chaotic for these past few months, and I totally understand if there'll be no dinner or any birthday celebration this year. I haven't been feeling myself too lately. I guess it's a good thing for me to lay low on this one this year, and try out a few new things on my own. Bought myself a birthday pressie yesterday.

Yeap, that's my baby right there. Fell in love with the smell when I got a sniff of the sample they gave me on their launching. And I know I had to get my hands on a bottle of Coach Poppy. And of course, I didn't stop there. Bought 2 pair of shoes from Charles & Keith, and a few tops. I wanted to buy a clutch but I just don't want to overspend and regret it later. So I'll save the clutch to next month's list.

Oh, just now we sent my sister, Niky, for a job interview at Tiamo, Sunway Pyramid. And she got the job! It's a part time thingy, considering she's gonna finish her SPM soon enough, so she's a bit too excited to earn moolahs on her own. She'll be working at Tiamo, The Curve starting next month. Congrats sayang!

Til then, toodles~

Finally!

Watched Breaking Dawn last night!

It's indeed the best Twilight movie so far, even better than the first one. Not sure if I'm being biased, considering I've been one of those fanatic Twihards ever since Dad bought the first Twilight novel for my sister, who came running to me with the book and said "Kak, you MUST read this book!" and continued with her usual rules and regulations before reading her book etc. And yes, I fell in love with every tiny bits portrayed by Stephanie Meyer, whom I think one of the most brilliant authors ever lived. Call me loser, but that's my opinion. I immediately fell in love with Edward and still was until the movie came out and I was utterly disappointed by the casting, especially for Bella and Edward. But what's done is done.

Put that aside, it's Breaking Dawn that matters. I have to say, you have to watch the previous Twilight installments before you can understand and appreciate this fourth installment. The movie opens with Jacob expressing his anger and disappointment, running from home after he received the invitation to Bella and Edward's wedding. And moves to the most anticipated wedding, even much more beautiful than I have ever imagined after reading the 4th novel way before the first Twilight movie came out. And talking about the wedding, Bella's wedding dress is simple yet elegant and sexy yet modest. And who could resist Edward's charm and the love he has for Bella. The intensity of their romance reached a new level as we move to their honeymoon chapter. Bella was terrified and almost had a nervous breakdown realizing that it's gonna be her "first night" with Edward. That was so funny I laughed so hard. But the "scene" was cut, sad kejap. I want to watch how Edward tore down the bed, it's gonna be even funnier.

I think I shall stop here before spilling even more spoilers. If someone asks me what I think of the movie, I have to say that they have saved the best for last. For those Twihaters, this is a movie worth watching. I, myself, was so disappointed with the previous three installments, but I think they have made justice with this one. I'm gonna watch it again myself, maybe another 2 or 3 rounds? And I can't wait for Part 2!

Some of my favourite quotes from the movie.

Edward Cullen: No measure of time with you will be long enough. But we'll start with forever.

Bella Swan: You have to accept this for what it is.

Edward Cullen: Because you've given me no choice.

Charlie Swan: You're ready?

Bella Swan: Yeah. Just don't let me fall, Dad.

Charlie Swan: Never.

Edward Cullen: I'll see you at the alter.

Bella Swan: I'll be the one in white.

Jacob Black: [after Rosalie leaves the room] Since when are you and Blondie BFFs?

Edward Cullen: [Jacob has stopped the pack from hurting Renesme] Jacob imprinted. They can't touch someone once they have been imprinted; It's their absolute law!

Edward Cullen: I've been waiting a century to marry you, Miss Swan.

Jacob Black: Imprinting on someone is like... Like when you see her... Everything changes. All of a sudden, its not gravity holding you to the planet. It's her.

Edward Cullen: Last night was the best night of my existence.

-Credits to Rotten Tomatoes.

Crap! A guy walked past me just now, and

he smelled just like him :(

And I don't really listen to radio anymore because the songs they play are mostly depressing.
This is going to be even wayyyy harder than I thought *sigh*.

I love you like a love song Kak Nish!

Taking time off from doing this never ending insurers' reconciliation to write something. Traffic was okay except Jalan Kuching, there was a car broke down in the middle of the lane. Kesian that guy. Reached the office at 8.50am, and had my breakfast, my colleague brought nasi goreng with telur mata and it tasted damn good. Nasi goreng cili api hijau. Yumsss. My boss is on EL today, her husband's admitted into the hospital. She looked so sad yesterday. This is his 3rd time being admitted due to stroke :(

My sister's having Math papers today for SPM, got to spend some time with her to teach her on 'lines and planes' last night. Tho I think I didn't help much, but I hope you can nail it, kiddo!

Mom's probably in Pahang already right now, a 3-day work trip, which doesn't really make any difference because she's barely home early lately. And Dad, he was offered a job! Alhamdulillah. Started work immediately since he's been itching to do something outdoorsy. I pray that everything will turn out well for him.

Last night, Baby Lisya and I spent the night watching TV. And she said she wanted to dance so I switched to MTV and there was Selena Gomez's "Love you like a love song" playing, which coincidentally is her current fave. So she sang her lungs out and danced like nobody's business. And then she went "I, I love you like a love song Kak Nish" and repeated the lines until the end of the song. I laughed and kissed her so many times for being so adorable! That kid can sure crack a smile on anyone's faces.

Less than an hour before lunch, but I don't feel like eating. Probably from that heavy breakfast I just had this morning. But it's not like I've been eating much lately. Haih. I really need more distractions.

Empty

I have been feeling so empty. I can't smile, I even faked laughs. I can't think straight nor have I been eating proper meals and I have been crying for days. My mind wanders aimlessly.

There's a big hole here inside my heart.

Sometimes I find it hard to breathe. I can't believe I could be this weak. Feels like an addict trying to stay sober, like a beggar trying to resist free food. It feels like a part of you has gone, you just don't feel whole again.

But I need to be strong and stay true to my words. I asked for this, I can't keep on doing this and running back to him and then ask for this again. It's just not fair for him. I just want him to be happy, and I know he'll be better off without me. I just know it, because he deserves to be treated way better and I know he would be happier now. I just hope that he'll find a person whom will provide him everything he ever hoped for, that I couldn't give to him.

I have never loved anybody else as much as I love him. A 3 year relationship, is not something you could forget in one night. I know for a fact that this is what I want, that this is the real thing that I have been searching for throughout my life. But I know that my current situation doesn't permit me to go on with it. I truly believe that no matter how far our distance may be, and even if we are currently going on our separate ways, if he is the one for me as what He had planned long before our existence, we will meet again someday somehow and I hope that when that time comes, my dreams will come true, something which only he and I know, InsyaAllah.

But as humans, we could only plan and leave the rest to fate.

I pray that this is the right decision not only for me, but for him and everybody else affected as well.

Just came back from a short training conducted by my boss, related to Front Line Reconciliation. Well actually it's not compulsory to Finance team, but since my assistant manager so kecoh and asked me to join even after she saw that I was in the middle of doing something, so I just joined in the training. Nothing much about the training, since it's actually focusing on educating the brokers. Then, came to the Case Study section, and my boss used my August reconciliation as an example. I felt overwhelmed when she complimented my work, telling everyone that it's the most direct and comprehensive reconciliation so far.


Until she credited my other colleague who was assisting her at that time for MY WORK! And the best part is, my colleague just sat there and took the credits without shame. I was sitting there, right in front of her, and she knew for a fact that I was the one who did the recon. No wonder they had been pushing me to complete my recon and investigate all the outstanding items! I swear I was about to leave the training room immediately after that but it would only make me look like a fool so I decided to just stay put in the room.


Seriously, I don't expect any credits or compliments for the jobs that I've done, no matter how excellent it was done. But, giving credits to someone who certainly doesn't deserve any, especially for my work, it is utterly intolerable!


Great! As if this week isn't bad enough.

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It's FRIDAYYYY!

Just came back from lunch with insurer and colleagues at Tugu View, near the National Monument at Lake Gardens. I let the kakaks to do the ordering, and they ordered almost 7 dishes. The food was delicious! We had daging asam pedas, ayam kampung goreng, gulai rebung, siput sedut masak gulai lemak cili api, sayur sawi goreng, ulam-ulaman, and some goreng-goreng stuff.

Unhealthy, yes but satisfaction guaranteed.

When I reached there, saw a very familiar face having lunch with her colleague. Well surprise surprise, it's Haniza! She was having lunch with her manager but she was about to leave by then. She did look tired, guess from all the travelling and workload. Haih so kesian.

It was my first lunch appointment since I started working here. Discussed about work related stuff and some office stuff. Makes it easier for me to clear up all the outstanding issues in my reconciliation list later on.

Can't wait to go homeeeeee :(